Hello all, I'm new here.
I've had no contact with my abuser for almost a year now. We have 4 children together and we are currently getting a divorce. His lawyer and my lawyer are in touch and we are trying to work out a settlement outside of the courtroom.
Right now it seems likely that the children will spend all of their weekends with their father and I find myself peering into the abyss that is the inevitable.
I've only recently become aware of the terms 'CPTSD' and 'narsisistic victim syndrome'. I've known something was terribly askew for quite some time now and had previously assumed that my ex was a sociopath or something of the sort, but had not fully grasped what that meant or the effect that it had on my children and myself.
I'm becoming more aware now, spending as much if my free time researching etc.. as possible. I've only been listening to the Spartan Life Coach YouTube videos for about a week now, but already I can tell that the advice is sound and the techniques, once I learn to properly employ them, will most likely be effective. For the first time in a long time, I believe there may be a light at the end of the tunnel.
My life has unfortunately been a veritable lasagna of tragedy since early childhood and the abuse from my narsisistic ex began when I was only twelve years old. He was born in 1952. I was born in a 1988.
Long story short here, I will be forced to share the children with him and they will be exposed many dangers in his care. There seems to be nothing I can do to prevent this, and God knows I've tried!
My own recovery is in sight. I now believe it is possible. I will be starting counseling soon and I will continue to strive for a healthy, happy life.
My main question here is, how do I protect the children from the evil voodoo of their father? Is there even a way to do that?
Our contact will be very limited. I will only communicate with him via text message and the child exchanges will happen in a police department parking lot.
Are there any books I can read to the children? Activities to strengthen their sense of self worth and self identity etc that anyone can suggest?
Also, any tips to help keep me sane and not crumble in the face of such great adversity would be great!
I've had no contact with my abuser for almost a year now. We have 4 children together and we are currently getting a divorce. His lawyer and my lawyer are in touch and we are trying to work out a settlement outside of the courtroom.
Right now it seems likely that the children will spend all of their weekends with their father and I find myself peering into the abyss that is the inevitable.
I've only recently become aware of the terms 'CPTSD' and 'narsisistic victim syndrome'. I've known something was terribly askew for quite some time now and had previously assumed that my ex was a sociopath or something of the sort, but had not fully grasped what that meant or the effect that it had on my children and myself.
I'm becoming more aware now, spending as much if my free time researching etc.. as possible. I've only been listening to the Spartan Life Coach YouTube videos for about a week now, but already I can tell that the advice is sound and the techniques, once I learn to properly employ them, will most likely be effective. For the first time in a long time, I believe there may be a light at the end of the tunnel.
My life has unfortunately been a veritable lasagna of tragedy since early childhood and the abuse from my narsisistic ex began when I was only twelve years old. He was born in 1952. I was born in a 1988.
Long story short here, I will be forced to share the children with him and they will be exposed many dangers in his care. There seems to be nothing I can do to prevent this, and God knows I've tried!
My own recovery is in sight. I now believe it is possible. I will be starting counseling soon and I will continue to strive for a healthy, happy life.
My main question here is, how do I protect the children from the evil voodoo of their father? Is there even a way to do that?
Our contact will be very limited. I will only communicate with him via text message and the child exchanges will happen in a police department parking lot.
Are there any books I can read to the children? Activities to strengthen their sense of self worth and self identity etc that anyone can suggest?
Also, any tips to help keep me sane and not crumble in the face of such great adversity would be great!